19/02/2010 
Blog - Internet 
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A new site has appeared, it brings with it a revolution, a commercial breakthrough in the sales of keyboards. Behold. The idea is very simple, but still oh so entertaining, I tried smashing my head on my keyboard about twenty times before gaining any results at all, turns out the keyboard outputs nothing at all when multiple keys are typed simultaneously, bummer, I need an older keyborad so I can use this app to it’s fullest potential, hehe, here are my results:
I feel smarter already. 
18/02/2010
Blog - Life
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What am I doing? Am I trying to stretch the borders? Am I trying to find out what will happen if I fail? Have I given up? Why am I just sitting around watching movies even though I don’t feel like watching movies, feeling sorry for myself, sitting still when I want to move, doing less than I know I can, not meeting the expectations I have set out for myself. What will I gain from this, will I possibly gain ANYTHING at all? I don’t think so, it’s time for a change, where’s my confidence, where’s my motivation, when did I forget how to take one day at a time, how to do one thing at a time, and how to keep things separate and not make one big mess out of everything. My life is not under construction, it’s here, it’s on, it will always be live and ready, not waiting for me, flowing, constant, like the stream of the rivers. So why don’t I get the fuck out there and do something!
Why am I writing out my motivation and anger and emotion in this piece of text instead of using it to focus on the task at hand? When I’m done with this, I’ll just watch another movie and say “I’ll fix everything tomorrow” in my mind, and I’ll actually believe it as well. I will believe that I can fix EVERYTHING in one day, because I truly believe that I am great. I believe that I am genius, I believe that I CAN that I KNOW that I WILL do this. But, do I really, somewhere deep inside, still doubt me? Or is it just my inability to plan in proportion to my real capacity that brings me to this DEAD END. It’s time to turn around, drive, and get the hell out of this hellhole and get somewhere!!
After eight in the shower, tastes great.
I just want to eat some shrimps and salmon and white bread with regular cheap cheese ontop, maybe a pizza for dinner, fresh vegetable salad and sour yogurt with cornflakes in the morning.
Time to get a move on.