I step up on stage
And then the music plays
And people swarm towards me
In an endless rage

Saying I can't sing
Saying they can't hear me
Even though I hold my microphone
Steadily very near me

So that it screeches it seems
When I to the wild riffs scream
And the publics create a mosh pit
Right beside my scene

Trying to climb unseen
Up onto my platform of play
Then I wake up from the dream
To a new and beautiful day

Can we have war at day?
Or will we fight at night only?
Can we have more than day?
Can I get night to know me?

And shine for me when
I see it once again
Or will it just caress me
With darkness

I'm back in Stockholm as of yesterday, stayed up late yesterday catching up on Internetal doings during my three month away-stay, and today will be the same play. About 15 episodes of Bleach, Naruto, One Piece, FullMetal Alchemist Brotherhood & 07-Ghost to start with... and then the few last episodes of Ikkitousen: Guardian Angels and East of Eden, and the first ten episodes of Element Hunters, and the second Naruto Movie, and then I need to get started on my studies, and type in a bit more than three hundred poems written manually during my uncivilized adventures, some lyrics, and update my websites, and write a blog announcing my grand return on all sites and profiles currently managed, and I need to register a company name, and make a new CV, and order new business cards, and find a publisher for a couple of books. I called all my buddies to let them know I'm back, looked through the latest news on sites I frequent, checked out the latest scripts and mods for gmes/languages I've been interested in, and I've paid my bills, and deposited my EXP on the one RPG I still play (NG)... and tonight I'll reunite with my abandoned game of GTA VC, playing it through once again. Woo, it's a busy week I suppose.

So, right, I'm here now. Doesn't feel great to be back South, but I have many projects planned and those I do look forward to digging into. No other news worth mentioning atm, have a good week peoples!

Do you have the key to the locked door
Or will it be shut forever
Do you try to flee from the boxed war
Or will it lift you up forever

Do you have a road to move forward on
Or will you keep walking forever
Beside the unknown where you drop pawns
And think that the King is clever

He stands still and with commands kill
The soldiers, the striders, the horses
All they stole in compact thrill
In short this is - what war is

And it will be as it is
And it was as it always was
A costly price to pay for
Nothing worth the lot

Do you have the key to the locked door
Or will it be shut forever
Do you try to flee from the boxed war
Or will it lift you up forever

Do you have a road to move forward on
Or will you keep walking forever
Beside the unknown where you drop pawns
And think that the King is clever

He stands still and with commands kill
The soldiers, the striders, the horses
All they stole in compact thrill
In short this is - what war is

And it will be as it is
And it was as it always was
A costly price to pay for
Nothing worth the lot

Don't plunder
Don't steal
Don't wanter
Astray

No blunder
Will heal
Or thunder
Away

No limit
Will edge
No freedom
Will call

Your life
Is advised
Your life
Is a wall

Unsteady
Sometimes
And high up
It climbs

Into Used times
And to
A new

Future so fine
A blight sun that shines
Into skies of sulfur
And night falls divine

Into times to come
In timeless pursue
Of past that will last
And passage of new