Sitting in my celler, feeling all my self doubt
Still not making money though, maybe I should sell out?
Bound for new grounds sometimes more hellbound
Help now, can't be myself when I yell out
I'm gone every summer but that
No longer gives me time to write and rap
Love good nature, I'm good nature natured but I just
Want to headbang when I get back!
It's sad... lately vacations.
Are spent contemplating on aging.
Parents are older, peers ain't closer,
Life's right here yet I fear disposal.
All the time that I could make the most of
I spend taking care of myself,
And everyone else I care and hold close.
Dreams of mine... where did you go...
Life ain't fair, yeah I should know.
But I'm still here in the clear and I'm sold.
Not as a slave, just on addiction,
All of my media, aimless subscription...
Or maybe I should say distraction!
Don't fear grind but I do fear action!
Don't fear meetings but true interactions,
Got my heart beating through the maximum!
Where am I going... see something glistening... it's only...
I've been living up on nightmare street!
Don't fear sounds but I do fear beats!
Don't stare now when I've two left feet!
Can't stare down when I do compete!
Sight slightly gone all of you I see!
Just a haze, how did you find me?
Didn't take care of myself as a teen.
Didn't care, say what else could it mean?
This life... just keep on keep on.
Cliffs all over. How can you leap wrong.
Take the edge, and tame the edge.
Keep running on it, brainless legs.
When the jump comes, jump a jump!
Adrenaline pumped up! Heart go bump!
Rock and roll, so hard so punk,
You can't be sharp though if you roll blunt.
Never did drugs, never did smoke,
Never did shrooms, never did coke,
Never plan to but the usual folks,
Look so relaxed! How do you cope?
All the shortcuts I keep skipping,
Missing out on? Should I risk a vice on?
Just something minor, like wine and diners?
Chill Out TM. Try the finer things but...
Why be slaves when you can dine as kings, what? Where am I... going... what's that sparkle I see...
I'm all lost in the icy world!
I see world till my eyes are frozen!
I can't keep all the icing open!
Eyeing ISIS over the widest ocean!
So much violence, but far away...
The world we live in is hard today.
When the furthest conflicts are on a screen.
Right in your room, no room between.
Get bigger screens so we can see the horror!
Big and lean machines: heaps tomorrow!
Need a lease at least, elites don't borrow!
They lend out cash. And send out bats.
Corona roaming up and down the Burroughs!
Open wide now and have a swallow!
Or sit inside now and wallow wallow!
Walla Walla? All for the dollar.
But I don't want to wear a collar.
But I don't want to be dishonest.
I want to work, I don't want no problems,
Just a power that I can harness.
Of my own and don't call me Jadis...
Want to say when I'm made I made it,
Without stepping on a single soul,
Rockafellas. Spin the globe.
Started personal, got political.
Life sucks sometimes want to get rid of all.
But I don't want to be pitiful, I want to live and one day say
I-I did it all!
Don't want to leave with a bitter gall taste in my mouth.
I want to feel what the race is about.
I want to wheel through the crazy and doubt,
To the ray in the cloud, with a ray gun of clout spitting flames from my mouth!
Someday let it play till it counts.
Someday get an alien out of a pickle,
And maybe he can save us clowns.
Blowing up our greatest towns.
If I'm making a change with sound.
Maybe let this play a round.
Thanks Adrian for the way this went,
Though maybe that's not the way you pronounce?
Where am I going... see something glistening... in the distance like a vision it sings and brings me in like a... wait it's only...