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We Are Lonely Because...

We are lonely because we do not know who we truly are.

Knowing How To Be Solitary...

Knowing how to be solitary is central to the art of loving. When we can be alone, we can be with others without using them as a means of escape.

Do Not Feel Lonely

Do not feel lonely. The entire Universe is inside you.

Think Tank Shark

Think Tank Shark

Think tank with the fin ramped in classy NG finish man. This dank.

Shout out @Camuspuff!

Frankenstein Doomguy

Frankenstein Doomguy

Got my PFP unintentionally redrawn as Frankenstein. Thank ya @anymany!

Source here.

Lotus Apparition

AKA The Big Image...

0:12

In my dreams.. my mind tries to see further than I can reach...
I delve into fantasies... verdant trees, a mermaid beach?
I'm trying to reach... light? From the deep night to something I see, somewhere up there, I seek sight...
I sleep tight in this dark world, after the quiet of night, in the eve my eyes slowly adjust to the cotton white skies... it's caught on too bright, a Godlike but cruel light... looks into my room but doesn't seem to see me and zooms by...

0:48

I'm out of focus, mind is blooming slowly like a lotus,
Climbing over mountains until the oceans approach us,
Music is my magic but I'm not all Hocus Pocus I seek truth,
Seek tunes I can see through and feel youth,
Creeping in me like a worm inside my gut,
So much creativity but I can't bring it up,
I know there must be masterpieces hidden deep within,
But they're clams on the bottom man, should I take a swim?

I know, the world is cold but it's colder in the winter,
Spring's a subtle simmer I'm just waiting to break through,
Buds are on the trees and there's pollen in the breeze,
But still snow lines the leafs instead of morning dew,
Used to write haikus each morning after my hundred words,
Checked my email before vitals, I had no hunger first,
Stuck to my routines, and new things, and wanted to go faster,
But there's more to life than how many dots you raster it's a...

( Big world! So wide... so wonderful...
I see it pass me by like I'm above it all...
Life is grand and I love it all...
Yet my purpose looms bigger than ever when I've become so small...
I'm still stuck in my past like a neanderthal...
Trying to make it last I'm not sure why it's important...
We're all morphing with these torn skins, but it's like my life's outgrown me...
And I've become an orphan...

That's the... big image!
New truths and old lies,
I'm trying to get from start to finish but not just in a straight line,
It's all a circle - I can still make time,

It's the... big image!
New excuses and old tries,
I'm trying to make the woes diminish but they're still sharp as a stark pike,
Like a shark in the park better not mark their hard bite! )

[ Ah ah ah ah! Ah ah ah ah! What am I doing with my life?
Why am I brooding over plights! I should've pushed outside like lullabies!
I'm too old to be grieving and too old to have demons when I know where the meaning lies,
Ah ah ah ah! Ah ah ah ah! What can I do to make it right? ]

...What can I do to make it right? What can I do to make it right? See the truth over lies, see the truth in new light, this beautiful life... what can I do to make it right? What can I do to make it right? What can I do to make it right? See the truth over lies, see the truth in new light, this beautiful life...

3:12

Don't let the bogus locus take you down and make you clown,
I've been around but I regret I never take the rounds I get,
Every morning my alarm clock's set and counting down,
And I wake up like I forget the sound,
I say get up! Though it only gets me down,
I say I regret, though it's not really that it's more like self-found debt,
Self-criticism, I'm confident I'm not over my doubt yet,
But I'll build that bridge over troubled water and get outlet!

It's a cold world but when it's warming it gets stormy,
I've been in my dorm so long that no one cares to warn me,
The cold season's a Tsundere but summer comes with thunder rays,
With the passion, it's hot and intense, like The Hunger Games,
This world is a vast one and so different for all,
Summer's sizzle the whistle I hear it call! Tears down all my walls!
It's all in those very few months, all at once,
Like you're disarmed then you get out your guns,
Like you've been legless than get out and run,
Like you get knocked down but get up like you bled just for fun,
If I had a one God it'd be the Sun God Ra! Let there be sun!

You know I was born in the North and I'm Norse like the Vikings,
Can't no storms stop me, nor norms, not even lightning I adore the light,
With every spark I feel like fighting! The little light I get
Gets me through each winter like D-vitamins.
With Ra by my side I'm a Titan, a King! I'm in the fighting ring!
Every morning a new sting and I go victorious,
While other people snore I go to war glorious cause I must,
This world is a fucked up place but it ain't conforming us.

( but on the other side... )

My mind goes in waves like all I'm doing is surfing,
I'm a vet to the net it's my step it's my curtain,
There's a dark web on the one side and a spider web on the other,
A real world waits outside but I'm still playing undercover cause it's a...

( Big world! So wide... so wonderful...
I see it pass me by like I'm above it all...
Life is grand and I love it all...
Yet my purpose looms bigger than ever when I've become so small...
I'm still stuck in my past like a neanderthal...
Trying to make it last I'm not sure why it's important...
We're all morphing with these torn skins, but it's like my life's outgrown me...
And I've become an orphan...

That's the... big image!
New rites and alibis,
I'm trying to get from start to finish but I start going in circles,
It's my mind, don't mind it, just let it by...

We're all built on electricity,
I've got sparks and ideas, but will I ever shine?
Head's clouded, but even though the clouds part the stars from my eyes
I know my heart's bright! )

( stream of monumental sound that seeps round )

7:00

How long have I been asleep... that consciousness where I've gone to rest...
Hope my fate's not past sealed, looking through the window on this mad street, fargone, far beyond stress...

In my dreams my mind sees further than I can reach! I delve into fantasies: I'm a monster, a Loch Ness...
In this dark world I sleep like a locked chest, but I wake when the spring comes with songs of the kingdom and this throne.
My eyes slowly adjust to the white skies as early birds sing with their known tones and light vibe, and I feel strong like a king come to his home!
Even if it's under a night sky!

To the world for his minions!
Let's start something that won't ever turn as dark as this dominion.
Sometime. Something great. That goes, and in a hundred years still comes...
That's the, big image.

( outro )

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