Resolutions 2024
So I skimmed through my resolutions from last year, as I do every year.
I seemed to have been at peace then. Wanting a clean slate, again, but accepting that I probably wouldn't get one. I'm there again today, wanting a clean slate, but maybe a mite bit less at peace with having seemingly even less of a clean slate this year compared to the slate I had at the end of the last one...
Emails still wait in my inbox. PMs await. Project folders line my desktop. I have dues left on my calendar - though I've plowed through a bundle the last week. My room's cluttered. My back's a mess. My life too, yes! But life does run on regardless.
Last year's dose of New Year-related enlightenment - in each day being as new a phase of time as each New Year - and in any stretch of time being as new as we make it, and just as equal and good an opportunity to get things done - rings true now too.
The thing that differs this year, maybe, is that I took a bath today. And helped out with dinner, since mom hadn't prepared anything special for the night, and of course you must have something at least a little bit extraordinaire in food to fare for a New Year. So I arranged some chanterelles with butter pepper and salt, some spicy spinach stew with cream, vegetarian siracha and lemon filets, sauce and drink and she a tray of baked root vegetables with honey and Rosemary. We had a good meal after all, though all this took an unexpected chunk of time out of the evening.
At midnight we'll cheer with a bubbly beverage, the snow's blowing in right now, and during a brisk walk earlier they were already shooting up fireworks! Which shows promise for tonight.
Though midnight here is a mere half an hour away as I type this and I haven't even done my yearly doodle yet, so I'll have to rush this resolutions post a bit. As per the point I was trying to get to above. Time seems in sparser supply this year, and I am thus probably a bit less at peace.
You can read last year's post here though (same link as above).
It's still relevant. I still have the same phone too. I still love it. I still ponder the same things all the same. And mom's getting alarmingly forgetful, which distracts. And then there's my back, which is also a notable distraction. That post's still relevant too...
Did I accomplish my goals though?