Inktober #22 - Break Beat

AKA Kar Beeg, Beek Gar, Keeb Rag, Carpaccio, Bar Break, The Stalemate Breaker...

I've got to write something today... ideas won't come out of my mind!
Where do I find the time to rewind and play games
Vacations these days are like free time and work combined
Even social life's a kind of grind!

And I don't like it! Show me where the mic is and I'll get it!
Need inspiration! Can't find my own, get a @Father-of-Death beat to fetch it
Shit's pathetic! It's not the weekend yet, not even Weeednesday!
The week just started and I'm STILL not equipped to leave an imprint, much less make headway!

Segue to my brain... too much Adenosine blocking receptors maybe, shit gets tiring.
I feel I'm on a social rebel kind of tirade, but I perspired my rage too, lost my fire eh?
I've got it revvin'! Ate a good lunch today at a restaurant, thought that'd replinish me
Had a couple slices of bread with gluten too though, DELICIOUS, but that maybe finished me

The place is at a horse park! It's called Bro Park! Vast land... but they don't farm it,
They endorse the walking of horses instead, and have a race every once in a blue moon, it's alarmin'
They all drive there in cars from afar and there's a bar and they waste their money up on a balcony
Watching a horse run in! What the hell. Rich people...

The state of the world overall though is well
Ought get into it more and not stick with myself
Cause I'm not really an anti-depressant, I'm more a bell
That never seizes to ring! Except when I stop and smell

The roses...

And I don't like it! Show me where my fight is and I'll get it!
Need motivation! Can't get enough, I use it up, and it expires quick like fresh lettuce
Show my next quest! Show me what to read or see or partake in and feel to get the message
Alternatively I'll rep NG till my deathbed! That might be a long time...

Segue to my mind... this strange structure of gray cells I dive into to fish for what I find
Helps me when I go through trials, or do vile, and need to understand my actions
And prove I'm not a psychopath killer even when this life's a thriller and I might as well be weilding a blade
Swimming in a sea of rage, screaming REMEMBER MY NAME! Mind reminds me: I'm enraged if I feel pain

And that's okay! You feel a certain way when someone stomps you down and steps on your vertebrae
Metaphorically, or how you feel when you have a big meal or the rain is pouring
But if life is always storming just remind yourself it's just your mind! Take a step away from yourself and
You'll probably find a small cloud along for the ride... yeah, that's right...

You just don't see it if you're in it yourself
And the lens of this rain applies to everyone else
And a sense of disdain for the world and yourself
You feel you're hence a shit stain and you surely thus smell

Not like roses....

And I don't like it! But if you've a writer block just fight it!
And if you feel you're a shitstain get a therapist! An arborist isn't well-equipped or a psychic!
That's all I got for today but that's alright innit? I did finish my writing and go for twice minutes!
Will tomorrow be better or lesser? I don't know I step up the pressure but I'll try my best

When I feel goooood? The groove is a stretcher!

It carries me!

Like a Viking...