VortexSupernova I've been waiting to go!
On one of your instrumentals but it's hard don't you know.
To find one that I fit so I skim and I skim.
And I found one bad-ass one and I begin.

But I cannot get the tone I was hoping to get.
I wanted to go high but I can't get the flow to that step.
So as it is it just turned out how it be.
But I'm still kinda proud and I like to emcee.

Yeah. Maybe next year there'll be time for one more, on par with the last one,
that one... was pretty dope. One of my 2020 favorites. Don't you know.

BOOM.

Should be in bed but I got all this inside my head!
I got worlds of word inside me all calling to be fed!
I see life is streaming by but day by day I take my meds!
Do these verses! And if you wondered if I'm making bread.

I make no dough! My work is slow and monotone!
When I get home I'm on the phone! I got three hours tops alone!
Where I can roam inside myself and try to belch out all my poems!
Get in my zone! Prone to staying up until I'm in a coma!

Roam around the forest looking at leaves like they'll show me
What it's like to truly be free and I flee from the old me.
Holed in either by the big screen thinking I'm a victim,
Or just way out in the nothingness where the whole world is wilting.

Find some stilts then! Get up high so I can see the sights!
Cityscapes are polarized, rooftops for the richer slice!
Down inside the canyons, you barely glimpse the neon light,
Feeble fight, climbing up to flee the evil legion guise.

But I'm an anaconda rolling through the jungle slum!
On the prowl for fowl food - find it by the jungle drum.
Ideas and impressions! Rumble with the thunder!
Imagination flying like a lion as it tumbles.

I'm an animal more then a man!
A machine doin' all that he can!
To break free and call it a jam! Call it a day! Calling it ran.
Way out without a GPS I think I need to me de-stress.

Carbonated beverages are prone to explode!
But flick the side a bit and it'll be much less so!
Little tricks I pick up when I find my head's broke.
Getting stuck on YT binges - this don't pay the rent no.

But I will go till it's over! I'll cope and I'll solder!
All the pieces of my soul till it holds up!
I know much! The more you know the less you know you know stuff
So I don't know by a long stretch! That's what's up.

I gotcha. Cyberdevil gonna go a long way just gotta fix some problems...
Sit down with a cup of Matcha, play Gacha Life doing odd jobs,
Living life like a game of Hopscotch! Till I'm Sasquatch in the bedrock.
When my bed rocks you know my head stops, and I think thing's through a bit...

We humans lit a torch - it truly gets us through some shit.
Gotta keep the light brighting up the dread, illuminate it,
The paved ways of our sacred spaces cooped up in the Matrix,
I wonder what they'll say about us way down through the ages...

I thought about going on beat today... but didn't.
Would've been VortexSupernova, would've been dope, but who am I kidding?
I ate way too big a dinner and had no time to record before it.
So there those doors hit. I can not do no more I'm floored with.

Food inside my soul, inside my whole me, in my body.
The food seeps through my ears almost, the food inside controls me.
Maybe it doesn't sound like it now but you'd know if you know me,
I do all these in one take and a beat with one take? It's only...

Like three minutes. At least two minutes. If I eat I can't do...
DO that shit that's the usual excise I did. Yeah...

AKA Just Sayin'...

Sometimes I don't mean what I say cause I say a lot of things, but sometimes I do...
When I write things down before I say 'em and process 'em in my brain and really think it through...
When I'm up way too late in the AM and compile all of my sayings and save 'em till it's due...
I got my diaries and occasional tries to be an emcee and now I've got this too...

Is it proof I'm living my life?
Is it true I'm reaching for my dream?
Is it cruel and unabiding this world?
Or is it cool just takes a little heel?

To dig in to and get it to obey
Only you can truly be the lead
In your own little fickle fairy tail
It's so human to think 'it's me'

...

But it really is me! You'll see I'll be in your history!
I'll be in the books, greatest word-level wizardry!
Ever to be in the minds of humankind, what are you blind?
Can't see the greatness I've been tryin' to get out in rhyme!

I gotta lot of dreams. Don't remember but a pack of 'em.
Only my esteem is keeping me inside my shackles and
Telling me I can do better, or that I should be different,
It's been that way all through my good but would-be gooder existence

Pac-Man mindset must get, just gobble 'em up and go
All around the maze of life, eat my ghosts and rock and roll
Get the cherry too, get every nook and cranny, every fruit
Set step in the world of awe and feed on steady stream of loot

What a beautiful human idea of gifting...
Getting all they say weighs heavy in this here system
Listen though, I don't think this is the way I envision
And it bothers all these dreams a bit, simple-minded mission

To get rich and to die quick, if you just think like all do
You'll never surpass them, never be more than one law suit
If you're at a concert and you're tall but so are all?
You still won't see the stage! Parallel to our problem...

Don't know where I'm going with this though! Get grounded learn Ju-Jitsu!
Newfoundland under Antarctica? Build new Atlantis arctica?
Change minds on global scale, tell them to throw our safes away!
And love and live and hey, it's all just gon' be great?

Need fine-tune my philosophy! All shackles get those off of me!
Live free and think too freeer! See not left right but neither!
See past human endeavor! See visions bigger clearer!
If there's no answer here on Earth then I guess we'll go aerial!!!

Just throw away all fear and all...

...

Sometimes I don't mean what I say cause I say a lot of things, but sometimes I do...
When I write things down before I say 'em and process 'em in my brain and really think it through...
When I'm up way too late in the AM and compile all of my sayings and save 'em till it's due...
I got my diaries and occasional tries to be an emcee and now I've got this too...

Is it proof I'm living my life?
Is it true I'm reaching for my dream?
Is it cruel and unabiding this world?
Or is it cool just takes a little heel?

To dig in to and get it to obey
Only you can truly be the lead
In your own little fickle fairy tail
It's so human to think 'it's me'

I thought about doing a freestyle for today... but didn't.
Probably a good idea. The ones I'd done could use some euphemism.
The usual is it? Just write until my shoes are kicking.
Get through it stupid quick and maybe some new groove will stick in.

Been holed inside too long I feel it's growing on my body.
I'm in the usual stomp, I just want to get blues all off me.
Stamp my feet all down, trample till I bleed the ground,
Cramped up in my soul sometimes, maybe I'll let go my mind.

Viscous like a viscount eh? Visceral with discounts.
You listen if you want to listen don't think you're to this bound!
I'll go on regardless, I will merk this, I will harvest.
Make some mixtapes with what's surfaced in my digging season's armistice.

Not fighting with myself no mo' I just beat sense into me.
I beat off? Who's beat huh? The beats I get renew me.
Truly doing things these days I have resistance but I've stupered.
I'm moving through the hugest and the currents have no movement.

Yeah...

I think I'm dying... slowly... as I'm living. Day by day. Time and time. They control me. They make me crave. Something greater eh?

Cyberdevil! larrynachos! Here goes... dope prose... uh-oh...

You know you've never seen a homeworld quite like this one!
Should really give this one a chance chance chance...
Been going from planet to planet as I roll through my existence!
But I never really danced danced danced...

Don't feel alive when I open up my eyes in the morning,
But when I think that I am doing right then I get right.
The melancholy strikes me late at night just without warning,
And then I grab my pad and pen and write... yah!

I want to jump off! Get off my lazy ass and just go!
Don't even close the door when I blow through! Just want to chase the road where it goes!
Leave like this ain't my place no more! Leave this bitch and go where I go
Where the wind blows me, and I'm so free, and I won't stop for no one!

You can't call me on my cellphone cause I never turn it on,
But maybe I should just throw it away way way...
I'd like to say today marks the day that I'm gonna,
Make everything I ever wanted great, but hey...

( That's not how it works here... that's not what I rep.
I'm a veteran I've been around these grounds... but I'm no vet.
I don't help anyone... I don't fix I don't make you heal.
I steal from you people, like this life, steals from me.

Someday if I'm given a crown... maybe then I can lead!
Someday when I finish something I'm proud of then I'm free.
Someday when I let dues be what I usually use as a shield.
A sword to strike the world down, this hubris to its knees! )

I'm sick of this world! I want to make it be what I feel!
Would be the right world to live in and all of us feel like it's really real!
People don't need to be so fatigued, don't need to cheat their way to their dreams!
Just need to breath and smile a while and greet all peeps that they meet.

If we don't have these insecurities, or the hoarding need, or the wars indeed
It all worries me, makes me sore and tense, I want to talk to friends but they're foreign.
Live normal lives while I'm deformed by rage, I'm the testament to those who storm the place
When all's said and done we've all scorn to face, from the zealots and from me...

But when there are Flat Earthers! Then you know that something's wrong.
How did we let that surface! If this world is just a prong?
It makes me a tad disappointed that there are people spending their rounds,
Stuck on the stupidest conspiracies, when we have fires to put down.

Check your facts boi! You want to be on the blacklist of the reals?
Let's talk about dreams now and ideals, and how the world would be in our heads.
No matter if it's flat or oval or pear-shaped - it don't matter much at all
We just build these walls between us and keep rolling our own balls.

( And that's not how it works here... that's not what I rep.
I'm a veteran I've been around these grounds... but I'm no vet.
I don't help anyone... I don't fix I don't make you heal.
I steal from you people, like this life, steals from me.

Someday if I'm given a crown... maybe then I can lead!
Someday when I finish something I'm proud of then I'm free.
Someday when I let dues be what I usually use as a shield.
A sword to strike the world down, this hubris... to its... knees... )

Yeah...