Tow Stabber (alt: Stabbing myself in my Toe)
poetic scribble by Bob Axell 2009

I could not in my widest of vivid dreams
Stab myself in my toe
I would not even in my madest of sadist screams
I shouldn't even know

That I wouldn't or couldn't imagine me
In a position as such
The slightest thought of such a tragic reach
Is in self one, too much