Driving for my license in roughly an hour, and I can't seem to focus much on any of the things I'm trying to work on during the long long loooong wait until my time to come, so I thought I'd write a blog instead. Wish they'd schedule these things mornings only so I could get it over with and spend less time on more tasks at hand... that's the way it was with my test of Theory yesterday (passed that, results 61/65, the threshold for passing being 52, it is a good result). It's a different thing with theory and practical usage though. Yesterday I had room for mistakes, time left over to go back and correct any questions I might have done wrong (didn't, though) but today I won't have any space for error. One missed sign and chances I flunk align... and I usually do at least something wrong when I'm out driving. Not as many mistakes as the experienced drivers around me do, forgetting to flash their lights when switching lanes, driving at least 10km/h too fast mostly everywhere, but they make their mistakes by choice, they don't need to drive perfectly anymore, and therein lies the difference.

So anyhow, keep positive comments in mind and let the vibes flow so I pass fine slow. Now off I go.

Hold your eyelids closed
Tightly
Or you might just see
Something frightening

Something that will stay
With you for the rest of your life
And leave you forever - petrified

Close your eyelids firmly
And let them stay there too
And you will never need
To open them anew

For I swapped your eyeliner
With a tube of super glue
I will never be as blind
To this world as you

It spins like a floppy
Disc in my drive
It flops like a choppy
Sting in my side

It rings when I drop keys
Fling them and hide
My watch when the cops see
Too fine to let fly

They constantly watch me
Necks with tiny eyes
Turned to the connection
Next turn in my life

I'd hate to be convicted
My connections keep me prime
Chained to my addiction
Unselfish and divine

I can't wait another day
For my line to lie
No matter where I stay
Days do pass by

Grit my teeth and pray
That I see sky
When I wake up in May
And seize, sigh

It's going
Near
Soon it is
Here
Don't rise
In shame
Truth lies
In fear
No going
Back
No going forth
No going
Anywhere.
Anymore

It's not often I'm feeling
Particularly appealing
But today is a day when
New feelings come eeling

And I can't complain
Even though I feel the same
I feel so much better to mind
The struggles? Left them behind

All the skeletons in my closet
I feel like they've been rinsed away
The pressure? I just tossed it
Rejoicing over this new day

The voices? I don't hear them calling
Nor am I mute or trapped within bounds
The ringer of such stranger fragrant emotion
I'm sure, it must be the sound